Thursday, October 27, 2005
well wel.. this was supposed to be a happy post about my trip to london, but i guess ill leave that for the weekend.. hai. feeling totally crappy now.. been likethis for 28 hours now.. im such a fool somtimes.. i always end up digging this big hole around me.. and sometimes expect myself to be pulled out of it.. but no im not and i sink furthur in.. hai. been feeeling so crappy the entire day.. like this gigantic knot at the bottom of my stomach.. nearly couldnt pull myself ontot the dance floor tonight at salsa, thank God for mary who has been absolutely wonderful.. salsa did make me feel better.. but the hole is still there. i hope and pray everything gets bk to normal tomorrow.. i feel like a desperate chicken. dont ask me why a chicken, its a catchy term. gah. im such a stupid girl. i do apologise for a depressing post. its therapeutic to a certain extent.
babs ♥
10:26 pm
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