Monday, November 14, 2005
so the boy's coming bk in 2 days... cant wait... DYING to hear his voice again.. ok enough public mush. mm its like 4 weeks to exams? so doesn't feel like it.. neither does it feel like christmas is coming.. im beginning to think that as i grow older, christmas will start feeling less and less christmassy... sigh. that really really sucks. its supposed to be the nicest time of year, and if it dont feel like it.. how can right?
birthdays are also a pain sometimes, unless youre surrounded by ALL your loved ones and ALL your friends. but i guess im lucky that my bday is in dec, but even then, all my good friends now are in the UK and most dont go bk in christmas. plus obviously my uni friends are here... so technically on my bday itself im struggling to find how to celebrate it. no doubt spending it with ben alone is always nice, but what abouoot what i turn 21 when id love to have a big do..i duno mans.
i know ive told this to some people, but id love to give myself a frontal lobe lobotomy - just for a while.. what bliss.
babs ♥
5:48 pm
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