Friday, April 28, 2006
overseas blues
what an unproductive evening.. if i had known it was going to be this unproductive, i would have gone out at 5pm, when the revision stopped. gah.
i have slumped into one of those " think too much" blues yet again.. there's always some form of trigger. ugh.
i have feasted on nothing but pure carbs today - absolutely horrendous, I think it may be time for the termly diet to start.. " day 1 , in the big babs house.." dont worry if you didnt get that. it some dumb joke between mary and i about my dieting, if you watch or are familier with big brother, youll know what i mean. ha.
I need to reconnect with friends, ive been so out of touch lately, just with the occasional hi and bye on msn, people are way too busy, they should just be freer and talk to me on msn. oh, the selfish me emerges. ugh.
been feeding my tv appetite with House alot lately, devoured the whole of season one which ben bought for me from shenzhen. boy do i love that show.. haha.. i totally dig hugh laurie ( only with his american accent though) haha..
maybe this is period blues? and I so need to revise.. i wish it stayed bright till 12 midnight, how cool would that be? I used to love it when it fell dark, cos it meant i could concentrate better. but now, I work better when its bright. by " work better", I mean, I actually do work. haha.
FRIENDS WHO READ, talk to me please? I miss proper close friend conversations, if you know what i mean.
Ive realised that when exams are weeks away, I become this social recluse, who doesnt want to go out at all. just wants to stay in the flat all day. you know why? cos I need time to procrastinate.. so to study something which would require 1 hour, i need 3 hours. you get the picture.
I want to read a noval so bad - preferally a medical drama. I love all things medical - I need House's brain. how cool would that be?
babs ♥
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